Mood: Lonely
Book: She's Come Undone

I'm bored out of my mind. I've been reading this book all day and have made my blurry from focusing on the letters. Where did I put those damn reading glasses? Argh.. Anyhow I miss James (obviously) and realize every weekend how lonely I am without him. I spent the day with him, mostly watching him sleep inbetween reading. He's so peaceful looking. I often wonder what I look like when I sleep. I'm sure I love silly with my mouth gaping open, slobber dripping out of the corners of my mouth. Somehow I think James would just smile and wipe off my mouth with the pillowcase and snuggle up next to me. He makes me feel comfortable with myself. However, when I'm not with him and I'm starting into the mirror I'm no longer comfortable with myself. Apparently he sees me through rose-tinted glasses and I sure as well could use a pair on these lonely weekend nights. Blah I feel crappy tonight and I don't make sense.