Mood: In-love
Book: She's Come Undone

James is picking me up at 7:20am. I don't know what to do with myself. If I go to sleep now I'm going to get too much sleep. I'm too cold to take a shower to wake me up. I miss James and just want to be in his arms. My left shoulder smells like his deorderant. Whenever he puts his arm around me my shoulder is in his arm pit (ahh giving you yet another image of how short I am compared to him). I love the smell of his arm pits. lol. Anyhow I'm going to go continue reading. This book is damn good! Thank goodness I brought it to Curves with me yesterday and this morning. By the way, don't pity me for what happened at Claire's. I feel indifferent to the whole quitting part, but for some reason cannot shake the voice of that girl at work saying, "You're immature and childish." But you know what? I'm 19. I have plenty of years in front of me to be mature. I'm living my life the way I want to. Claire's wasn't in my grand scheme. That's all ;) I look forward to James' beautiful (dirty from all the grime and dirt at work) face to say good morning to me and wisk me away to hide for the entire day. 7 hours away. Goodnight.