Mood: Nervous
Music: none

I know we have the money to pay the bills, but why am I so fucking paranoid? Everyone (James, my mom, my dad) think I'm overreacting and that we'll be okay. Our bills will be $1200 a month at the most and right now with just my 1 job and his job we make $1300. I'm freaking out. I shouldn't be. I just need to relax. I'm sure once we're moved in and we're paying the bills everything will be fine. I still need to get a weekend job to makes things less tight. I will take in my application to Sentry tomorrow and see what else there is. Maybe there's something in Waterloo too. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I'm so fucking excited and so scared at the same time. Oh when we move on the 1st we'll probably be off the net on the 31st and not back on until the 4th. :( But thats over 2 weeks away. *stop worrying*