Mood: Upset
Music: Michelle Branch / Goodbye to You

James and I are having problems. Perhaps its just me having problems. He went to a pool party and I wasn't very happy about the circumstances. I voiced my opinion on the whole matter and was called childish and he informed me he doesn't need me in his life. Needless to say I'm unhappy. I'm going to tell him when he gets home that I want him to take the ring off layaway and get his money back. There's no need to be engaged to someone you can't trust and somone who doesn't want you in their life. I hope he's having fun right now because I feel like I'm going to throw up. I'm sure I am overracting, but there must be a reason I feel the way I do. I told him he wasn't taking my feelings into consideration and that only made him more upset. I didn't want to make him mad I just didn't want to feel the way I feel. Why can't things just get back to normal? He doesn't feel like the same James that has been treating me so well the past months. He's changed and it scares me. Maybe I should be changing too, but I feel like I'm standing still.