Mood: Relaxed
Music: Third Eye Blind / I Want You

Man this song brings back memories of laying in bed dreaming of Stephan Jenkins telling me he wanted me. Hahaha. Too bad he would have been classified as a pedophile. hehe. I get to see Third Eye Blind August 6th with the Goo Goo Dolls and Vanessa Carlton. I've been waiting since 7th grade to see 3EB! I know I'm going to go all ga-ga over him when I see him. He's 37 now! Hmm.. James won't mind if I marry Stephan hehe. Anyhow.. I get to sleep in tomorrow, I don't have to work until 3pm! Unfortunately its at Curves where I just put in my notice. I'm sure I'll have mean notes waiting for me. I just stuck a stick it note to the appointment book saying "My last day will be August 3rd." I'm so evil. I can't handle two jobs at once and I think I'm being very nice stay all July. I'm making a dollar more an hour at Claire's, getting 30 hours a week, and have health insurance. Plus I'm the assistant manager. I do need to learn how to have a tougher skin though. This woman made me cry today. Apparently I made her look dumb by trying to open up a sunglasses case that she knew how to open, I didn't know how, but thats beside the point. She spent the next 10 minutes telling me I was a stupid bitch and proceeded to talk to the woman with her in spanish. I know enough words in Spanish to know what she said and it was very mean. I tried my best to hold in the tears, but I could feel them building up. I got my manager's attention and brought her over to the register. I asked her to handle the rest of the sale that I needed to go to the backroom. I cried for a good 5 minutes and came back out. All the women that were behind the EVIL WITCH told me I did absolutely nothing wrong and that that woman was obviously just looking for an easy target. I just have to learn that I'm better than those people and to just have a smile on my face. Kill them with kindness. I was just so blown away that she kept going, it came out of no where. I told a few times to please stop but she kept going and I could feel my hands shaking. I so badly wanted to tell her off, but thats not what you do in Customer Service. The customer is ALWAYS right. I'm just happy the women around told me I did nothing wrong after she left. From now on I will be able to handle it. If she ever comes back in I will just give her a gigantically FAKE smile and kill her with kindness. Though I wouldn't mind killing her.. hahaha! Anyway enough about the negative part of my day.

I got to see James twice today. He called me around 8 this morning and it was so nice to hear his voice. The funny thing is I woke up about 5 minutes before the phone rang and was laying in bed thinking about him. Crazy! Anyway I got off the phone with him, took a shower and went over to his house for a booty call. hehe. It had been over a week since we had last had sex and it was amazing. I can't resist his body. After that we went out to breakfast and then I came home to get ready for work. Ten after work he came over and hung out for almost 2 hours. After sitting by him in the living room I starting getting a little aroused, but knew we were both too tired to do anything about it. Sometimes I'm just wayyyy too horny for my own good. James is the type of guy that doesn't like to do it all the time, he's the romantic type. Where as I am horny as soon as I see him. HAH. I'm a hornball. I control myself for the most part, but there are plenty of times where I stoop down to my seducing techniques and seduce him. He never complains ;) I think he likes to play hard to get just so I have to do all the work to get him in the mood. hehe. Thats okay with me :) I should get some sleep! Later.