I just watched Riding in Cars With Boys and cried at the end. That movie made me realize that my life is really screwed up. And I just want my dad to pull me over by him and kiss me on the head. I'll never get that. Anyhow I went and saw James today and it wasn't as hard. I think he'll be getting out sometime this week. I just know it. He's going to call me tomorrow night around 9:30 and let me know whats going on. I miss him tremendously, but I'm being strong. I'm spending my time sleeping, working, and watching movies. I have the DVD player hooked up in my room so I've been watching DVDs. I'd write more but I really don't feel like it. I've got all these emotions and thoughts flying through my mind, but I just don't have the strength for ambition for that matter to write them. I'll write tomorrow before work if I get a chance. Later.